Rambles of a Ranty Reed

Good morning world.

I keep making posts that I don't actually post which isn't good....

This morning I am a little on the cranky side and I am trying to get out of the crankyness and enjoy the day.

Its one of those mornings where I guess I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Which is an annoying saying because I don't get up on the wrong side...

Anyways. Something that has always helped me is typing. Doesn't have to be anything profound or anything but the act of typing has always calmed me down.

You would think I would be further along in my writing if that was the case. But unfortantly I can't usually focus when I am in these moods so usually this typing thing ends up being long emails to random people or just something that will get stored in my google docs and then I will read it later on and be like...what in the heck is wrong with her?

So...now why am I putting this nonsense for the whole internet to see? Meh why not.

I have so many things I want to do and I get myself overwhelmed and then don't even want to change out of my pajamas.

Of course being pregnant and not having any clothes that fit right doesn't help that particular task much.

When I am home alone I end up thinking WAY to much and getting myself all worked up over literally nothing.

Which is what I am starting to do this morning. The good news is I am starting to see the signs and realizing that whatever it is it will get done. One way or the other it will get done.

But sometimes like this morning its hard to see that when the kitchen is a mess and my house smells weird and I cant seem to get motivated to do anything. The animals are being animals which apparently I find annoying and then to top it all off the stupid dealership I live next to stupid loud speaker thing keeps going off! (Its the most annoying "alarm" system I have ever heard. It goes off during closed hours when ever something sets off the motion sensor. ANYTHING. And someone is over there working so it...keeps..going..off)

So here we are. locked in my room in a comfortable (ish) position typing my worries away. I shouldn't be so cranky. A lot of good things have happened in the last few days.

I got good news on my lab results that I was stressing about.
My dad did a long overdue surgery and all went well.
I had an awesome baby shower!
Valentines day was great (but thats because I have the best husband in the world)

Things are actually pretty good.
The baby is kicking away which is good... unless its on my bladder but even then I am still happy to feel her moving around.

The office is no longer an office but a baby storage area (I cant call it a nursery yet because it doesnt look like a nursery yet lol)

Chris put together some of the baby stuff we got which was exciting to see it out of the box.

OH I got my car detailed for the first time ever. That was cool...yeah its the little things that amuse me.
Of course now my car smells funny so that is a little disappointing but ITS SO CLEAN!

See I have lots of things to be happy about. I just worry...A LOT. but apparently according to my husband and awesome sister in law this will make me a good mom... I am going to go with it. HAHA.

I need to prioritize my things. Little at a time things are getting done and thats perfectly ok. But I also think I need to get out of this house for a little bit... or put on some loud music because every little sound that I dont make is driving me insane. Like right now... Gracie is rubbing up against a laundry basket and pushing it around my bed room floor... You would think that she just said the worst thing to me and now I am a ball of rage.

Since I started writing this ramble... the loud speaker has gone off five times. And it has gone off at least five times before I started typing.
Six.
Oh. My. Geebs. I am going to hope the fence and destroy this loud speaker!

I can see it in the news now.. "Pregnant woman arrested for killing Toyota loud speaker, drugs were not involved"

Funny story about this loud speaker. When I first moved here I had no idea this would be a problem. Usually I will hear it occasionally but it doesnt bother me. But it was going off at like 1am... 3 am... 5 am... I was going crazy and of course because of the distance I cant really understand what the stupid thing is saying. It just sounds like Charlie Brown's teacher. Unless an actual person talks on the thing, which sometimes they let other employees know they have a call or when their lunch is here. Well I guess at one point the guys were doing something overnight because they got food sent to them and the dude on the loud speaker was like "Tony your sub is here!" it was probably close to midnight and that was when I had enough of this loud speaker nonsense. So I worked up my courage and called Toyota. I explained to them what was happening and they informed me that it was *Impossible* that I was hearing the loud speaker at those times because no one was there. So i told them well then you have ghosts and they order subs. So you might want to get that checked out. I was so mad! I couldn't believe she told me it was impossible that I was hearing it... I know I am crazy but I am not that crazy.
Well a couple days go by and I got a call from Toyota it was the lady apologizing that she said it was impossible because obviously it wasn't... she then explained to me what I was hearing was actually the alarm system that is on a motion sensor. Basically informing the intruder that the dealership is closed and to please return during regular hours, and something about calling law enforcement if they do not get off the property.

I just wish that when someone...like today is working there on a Sunday they SHUT IT OFFFFFFFFFFF

Its real fun when they get deliveries... at 4am it sounds like Jurassic park in my back yard.

Cool...

So anyways that is my rambles on the dealership.

I think I am going to try to make some tea and calm down and hopefully get something done so I feel somewhat productive today.

Wish me luck and thanks for reading...
Unless you didn't read this....
in that case...WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!